There Are Just Some Things You Can't Explain
I wish I could give a reason why we aren't together, but truth is, I haven't a clue. No seriously, I don't know. LOL. First, he was uncomfortable with being in a long distance relationship. I live in Brooklyn; far as I'm concerned if you live in the Bronx that's a long distance relationship. Then, he was concerned because I'd never been in a long-term, serious relationship. What can I say, it takes a special person to recognize and appreciate my dazzling personality? And anyway, who says six months can't be long term? LOL. I dunno. Then he wanted to focus on his career...Classic Slippery Dude behavior.
For all I know, we're probably not together because my eyes are brown; or because I'm Jamaican; or because I have knock-knees; or because I have this blog...I dunno. Being the positive, upbeat individual I am (yeah, I'm back baby!!!), I've decided that the reason we're not together is not really my problem. I gave it all I could, and I'm happy with having done so. Some people just don't know how to handle a good thing. *pops collar*
But I recently found out that the four-year relationship that eluded me, he's now having with someone else. Ouch.
Yeah, like I said, there are some things you can't explain. LOL.
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Labels: First Love, Love of My Life, Reader's Questions
posted by SimplEnigma @ 7:55 AM
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5 Comments:
Oy!!!! sometimes I wonder if we talk about the same dude *sticks pencils in my eyes* lol
but my main concern is YOU'RE KNOCKED KNEE'D...nawww. lol!!! My knees knock as well and I love it.
Seems like slippery dude had alot of excuses when in fact he probably had a REAL girlfriend all along. hmmmm...the way I found out was crazy... love I tell you. you're blind to it all until reality comes knocking to evict your ass
Now, now Brown Girl...you're starting to sound a bit jaded, and that's not a good thing. It's important to maintain a positive attitude about your past relationships, or else they'll somehow manifest themselves into your future ones...unconscious (or is it subconscious?) baggage they call it.
I love The Love of My Life, and even though some of the shit he does is simply inexplicable, in an odd, offbeat, sort of way I still have to thank him, because he's my fluffer. If it wasn't for my experience with him my outlook on love and relationships would be totally different.
So, don't be bitter about what could have been. Be glad that it was - even for a short time (or a long time...LOL) - and keep it movin'...
jaded? nah pink's my favorite color? Nah but I'm not jaded at all. Just have a low tolerance for crap..but it seems to be in season.
I hear you completely on the thankful part...i did get to experience something I didn't think existed. I'll send a card lol
now what I'm jaded about is my damn knock knees...i'm soon giving those heffa their own keys so they could stop knocking
Ain't that the truth. PLus you might have to pay toll to get to the BX if you aren't riding the iron horse.
Dangit if every woman that I like doesn't live in the BX though.
First SE, forgive me...
for Brown Girl... would love to make comments on your page, but alas I like my anonymity.
Here is a response to one of your posts:
How about the fact B(Not)E Television actually has this as a series. IF its an expose it would be interesting. But, in each of these profiles they make the subject out to be a victim.
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